The Life of a Twenty Something
Man, being in your twenties is so weird. I'm at the half way point, and where everything is starting to make sense a bit, everything also makes me ask "why" at all times. Life is a whirlwind, and it feels like my head is on a swivel from the time I wake until I am in deep slumber. So many life changing events happen, I am always overwhelmed. My nervous system is asking for a moment to pause, so here I am writing this. A few months ago, I ended things with the my first love. Then my life did a drastic 180. I used to spend all my time going to work, coming home, and being on my phone watching everybody else live while my own life past me by. I would get spurts of inspiration to be who I am meant to be, and sometimes I would even act on it. But ultimately, I remained comfortable. Today, that word feels like a curse. Being "comfortable" in a sense of settling, doesn't sit right in my spirit. I literally cannot do it anymore. I left that man, and started to explo...